airbrush

friends for fifty-two years

then one day

you wake up

and you are airbrushed out of their life

no warning

no hint of friendship lost

did you really know the other

then the memories flood in

you think was it all for naught

you fight for its meaning

its relevance

where did the truth in it lie

how does one just walk away

no explanation

just silence

and once again

we are drawn into the abyss

searching for God to answer

well-meaning people will say

“she is on her own journey,

just leave it be…”

but they are not feeling what I am feeling

the gift that was lost

how did I fail

did I not honor friendship

what happened to loyalty

Jonathan and David is etched in my mind

well-meaning people will say

“get over it…move on”

many are uncomfortable with another person’s sorrow

and, so, I am left alone

until another tomorrow

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, 2016 "Bellingham As the Sun Goes Down"...facing the San Juan Islands.

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©Jane H. Johann, 2016
“Bellingham As the Sun Goes Down”…facing the San Juan Islands.

 

 

 

 

“Isn’t it funny…”

Isn’t it funny

how we begin our sad tales

with the phrase,

“Isn’t it funny how…”

when it isn’t funny at all…

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, 2016 "Seagull on Whatcom Creek"

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©Jane H. Johann, 2016
“Seagull on Whatcom Creek”

Schönen Wochenende

Beautiful music and flowers to brighten your morning! Please direct your thoughts and comments to: https://zitroneblog.wordpress.com/2016/03/03/schoenen-nachmittag-an-alle

Wordless Wednesday

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, December 26, 2008 "My Mom and her Great Granddaughter on the day of her birth"

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©Jane H. Johann, December 26, 2008
“My Mom and her Great Granddaughter on the day of her birth”

why does my heart bleed

why does my heart bleed?

because I do not know the answer…

why does my heart bleed?

because my child is lost…

why does my heart bleed?

because I do not know how to help

why does my heart bleed?

because I am afraid

why does my heart bleed?

because I cannot bear losing another person

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, 2016 "Snow Moon Night"

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©Jane H. Johann, 2016
“Snow Moon Night”

we are all interconnected

we are all part of one another

we are called to lift each other up

we are called to BE there for the other

we are ONE

Daffodil Freshness

"Spring Daffodil" Photo Credit: Jane H. Johann, Palmyra, WI , USA April, 2015

“Spring Daffodil” Photo Credit: Jane H. Johann, Palmyra, WI , USA April, 2015

  Dedicated to my grandchildren:  Nadia, Ayden, Colson, Cooper

 

a child’s heart

daffodil freshness

first opening itself to the Spring air

Soaking in the love and warmth

of the SUN …

with no pretense

no preconceptions…

delicate promise

 

 

Haiku: Transparent

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, 2013 Jasper. Alberta Canada Jackson Lake

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©Jane H. Johann, 2013
Jasper. Alberta Canada
Jackson Lake

 

Our iced cover melts

Returning to our true self

Again… transparent

 

 

 

Copyright ©Jane H. Johann, 2013 Jasper, Alberta, Canada Jackson Lake

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©Jane H. Johann, 2013
Jasper, Alberta, Canada
Jackson Lake