what is forgiveness?

Forgiveness is the needle that knows how to mend

Forgiveness is the needle that knows how to mend (Photo credit: symphony of love)

forgiveness is not easily defined

especially if you are the kind to draw a line

i forgive you…but only this far

i forgive you…but be careful not to push me ajar

i forgive you…but if you travel one step over

then my forgiveness is not verdant clover

it will not bounce up in the Spring

and I do not care if i have given you a ring

forgiveness is not easily lived

i forgive you…but then must i give?

does it mean I am “for giving”?

does it mean I am for living?

it means forgiving seventy times seven

if you expect to get to heaven

it means you understand human nature

it means you see yourself in the other’s stature

but how do you forgive?

does it mean you let the hurt back into your life?

“for-giving” is “for loving”

now isn’t that something?

Lara, Peace Corps Volunteer, Update from Togo, West Africa

Lara giving her first speech in Anufo, Togo, West AfricaWhere has the time gone?!

It’s already February and my blog is seriously lacking. The silver lining is life here is getting busier and this place called Togo is feeling more and more like home.
Second semester started January 6th & I began my second round of teaching English to my Cinquieme class. Additionally, with a Togol

ese volunteer from an NGO, Plan Togo, we created a Gender class for each of the classes in the Middle School.

After the school bell rings (well, here it’s a whistle) I’m keeping busy with a Girls’ Club, English Club, and a Life Skills course with local apprentices. The dream is to continue all of the above and more. Next weekend I’ll be heading to a training with my counterpart to think about bigger projects, that’ll hopefully take my mind off of the increasing heat and, more importantly, make an impact on education and gender equality in my village.
Work aside, the most notable experience of 2014 thus far was a few Thursdays ago.
On my way back from work I stopped to greet a 52 year old, seamstress in my village, Moulika. She asked if I was free that evening and wanted to go to an event- since both of our French is minimal, I said “sure” and didn’t inquire about the specifics.
Que thirty minutes later, I’m in a bush taxi holding a live chicken on my way to what will be an all night beauty pageant, which names a contestant who will go on to compete for the Miss Togo title. And that began the whirlwind weekend with Moulika and her husband, Sonya, of celebrating what is now my new favorite holiday, Koudapaani.
The following day, Friday, was a giant feast and Saturday was filled with each village showcasing their tribal dance. The schedule: Fufu, dancing, more fufu, more dancing, etc.
Koudapaani celebrates the Tchokossi (also known as, Anufo) heritage in the Savanes region. My village is primarily made up of the two tribes, Anufo and Gam-Gam. The Anufo are generally Muslim and the Gam-Gam tend to be Christian. However, there are several tribes in my village and at least a dozen languages I’ve come across so far. Other prominent religions are Lutheran, Baptist, and Animism.For the moment I’m in the regional capitol relishing the joys of internet, electricity, and running water. Tomorrow I head back to Sagbiebou to check out how my kids do on their week of exams (fingers crossed!). But most of all, getting mentally prepared for the hot season looming around the corner.

Students in Togo, West Africa, Jan. 2014

Posted by Lara at 1:33 PM

How can you get in touch with me?

Get me by snail mail with:
Lara Johann-Reichart, PCV
B.P. 102
Mango, Togo
West Africa
If sending packages, you can use the address above, just keep it under 5 lbs. Letters, pictures, or food are most certainly appreciated, perhaps even slightly worshipped. Thank you!
By Phone:
From the USA, dial: 011. 228. 93.10.38.06

Care Packages

Have I mentioned how attractive and above average you are?1-1780697_10151989352621819_956186435_n 🙂 If you’re so inclined to ship a box overseas, here’s the dream:
Art supplies! Kids here love drawing but markers and paper are hard to come by. So paints, crayons, GLITTER, and brushes would be awesome.
French or English books at the elementary/pre-school level. Literacy is low throughout the village but everyone is eager to learn how to read – kids and adults, alike.
Maps, Posters, Pictures, Classroom decorations, etc.
Doritos.

Peace Corps Disclaimer

The contents of this website are mine personally and do not reflect any position of the U.S. government or the Peace Corps.

when the rain sits still on the window sill

there is that time between…

when there is no seamless seam

when all is lost…no forever dream

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

there is that time of season

where there is no reason

every event appears like treason

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

it is within that stillness that we must go

travel deep into the snow

cleanse and breathe and give it one more show

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

… can’t reach the bottom rung

 

Bloodred Sunset

 

 


I  h
ave reached           

outwards and in                    

I  have reached           

 

beyond my sin

I  can’t gather             

the strength to reach              

the bottom rung               

no use to preach   

it all seems beyond         

my futile grasp                                 

it all seems too hard       

how long will it last

sometimes                        

we have to fall apart                

to come together            

back to start       

I do not know how                 

I feel I have nothing left           

I feel so empty…              

so bereft      

writing out

my sadness      

is all I can do       

in my blindness

writing out

my heart         

searching for you        

avoiding the dart

writing out

my heart

searching for a

solid part

 

In Memory of Vicky Bruce for my friend Tersia

In Memory of Vicky Bruce for my friend Tersia.

Tersia is a valiant woman …a beautiful mother…a model of courage and bravery for us all!

2013 in review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2013 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 11,000 times in 2013. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 4 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

Click here to see the complete report.

thank you to Mich Smith (my dear penfriend from Montreal, Canada), Yoshiko(Yoshiko75), Patty (petitemagique.com), Celestine (readinpleasure) and Sherri (sheridegrom44) for the MOST comments! and to ALL of my WordPress followers who inspire me to continue to write…not only by reading what I write…but through the wonderful blogs YOU each write!  THANK YOU!  Blessings on us all in the year of 2014!

‘UBUNTU’ in the Xhosa culture means: “I am because we are”.

‘UBUNTU’ in the Xhosa culture means: “I am because we are”..

 

they said: ”UBUNTU, how can one of us be happy if all the other ones are sad?”…..a lesson for us all! Beautiful story to share…

Peace Corps Request: Online Archive for Language Training Material

Good Day Jane!
Sorry to bother you.  My name is Ray Blakney and I am a RPCV from Mexico.  I am working on a 3rd goal project with the PC regional offices and the main office in DC to try to create an online archive to keep the language training material made all over the world from getting lost.  I have created a sub-section on my website with all the information I have been able to get to date (from over the web and sent to me directly by PC staff and PCV’s).  I currently have close to 100 languages with ebooks, audios and even some videos.
The next step for this project is that I am trying to get the world out about this resource so that it can not only be used by PCV’s or those accepted into the Peace Corps, but also so that when people run across material that is not on the site they can send it to me and I can get it up for everybody to use.  I was hoping that you could help getting the word out by putting a link on this on your site at:
so that people know it is there.  There should be something there for almost everybody.  It is all 100% free to use and share.  Here is the page:
Thanks for any help you can provide in making this 3rd goal project a success.   And if anybody in your group has some old material they can scan or already have in digital form, and want to add to the archive, please don’t hesitate to pass them my email.  Thanks and have a great day.

November 30, 2013, Posting from Lara, my daughter who is teaching in Togo, West Africa as a Peace Corps Volunteer

1-14476_10151611011141819_1137617227_n3 months in Sagbiebou

It’s almost December 12th, which marks 6 months here in the wonderful, lizard-abundant Togo.

The past three months I’ve been in my new home, Sagbiebou. Sagbiebou is a small village in Northern Togo home to roughly 4,000 people. The village was founded around 15 years ago, so it is relatively new and, thus, quite diverse. The two main groups are the Gam-Gams and the Anufo; however, each day I hear a new language – be it Wobi or Ewe or any of the other 72 languages found in the country.

The initial month at post was difficult to say the least. The Peace Corps dropped me off at my doorstep with my mattress, stove, and bags…and I immediately lost all confidence whatsoever. My French was tragic and I had barely grasped any Anufo or Gam-Gam. Walking outside of my compound became my daily challenge; making friends the seemingly unattainable goal. Couscous, the conundrum of my life.

But patience and work attains all, right? Each day I made the awkward conversations in broken French with people in the market and kicked a football around with the boys in my compound, and by October I felt a whole lot less like I just got off the tilt-a-whirl.

October also started much needed work! School began and I met my 102 students. To be honest, teaching started out rough and it still is. Luckily, my kids and I are getting to know each other and we’re even having quite a bit of fun along the way. I’ve also successfully taught them each the word “accident” which they gleefully remind me every time I drop something :). However, with zero textbooks and only a box of chalk, keeping the attention of 102 students, ranging in age from 10 to 20, is a challenge.

The good news is I couldn’t ask for better coworkers. There are 6 other teachers and the director. Initially, being considerably younger then my counterparts and the only female was daunting but they are all very respectful and welcoming. This coming week we’re beginning an English club, followed by a Girls club.

My biggest goal during my service is to help keep more girls in school. The youngest grade at my school is called Sixieme – which is filled with dozens of girls. However, if you visit the class of Troisieme (3 classes up), the number of girls dwindles down to four. Why four? The reasons are numerous: early pregnancy, marriage, financial struggles, trafficking, sister-exchange, harassment, and, simply, a feeling of “what’s the point to continue?”

Luckily, Sagbiebou is a motivated village and the sentiment throughout is that we can do better than four. Not only can we, but we will.

With November at a close and December on it’s way – I’m relieved to say my languages are picking up speed and I feel a part of the community. I’ve met some great leaders and future leaders of Sagbiebou ready and willing to work. I am so excited to see how the next weeks unfold.

Posted by Lara at 8:39 AM

 

the Quiet of God’s Love

Fir

Fir (Photo credit: mickydelfavero)

“to BE…for this Yahweh created all”   Wisdom 1:14

sitting under the fir tree

in the quiet of the snow

you feel the cool breeze

softly the winds blow

its quiet message

travels to your heart

forget the human scrimmage

of God’s LOVE you are a part

you are breathing love

and that is ALL that matters

crystallize the dove

and join the peaceful drummers