Wishes for LIFE…dedicated to a faithful friend

Photo Credit: n. h. Bourne; C.2014

Photo Credit: n. h. Bourne; C.2014

beauty is in the seed

dancing love stalks

delightfully laughing with transparency

Wind Talk

Banff region of Alberta, Canada

Banff region of Alberta, Canada

the fragility of who we are

hangs in the shadows of our feelings

as life urges us to hang on…

walking among the trees

the wind whistles serenity

and somewhere hope is in the mist–

the climb is steep…

all around are beings

who shout us down

even saying, “you don’t belong”

telling us to eliminate ourselves

telling us we are horrible and worse…

that we are nothing…

that we meant nothing…

that we are inferior to who they are…

that we don’t quite measure up…to their idea of perfection…

that we are not worthy of love…

that we are not worthy of life–

pain is intense as we chew the words flung at us–

then we need to go deep into the stillness inside

and listen to the LOVE from where we came

and be at home  in that peace…

be still in the heart of GOD…

be still and know it is there that we are…

be still and know we are at home with GOD…

and listen…

to the Wind Talk

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“forgive me” moments

Jasper Rocky Mountains

“Light Breaking in Jasper” October, 2013 Oil Painting by Jane H. Johann

forgive me

forgive me for doubting you

forgive me for doubting your WORD

Your WORD is YOU

Your WORD is true

It is the essence of all that you are

“In the Beginning was the WORD

and the WORD was with GOD

and the WORD was GOD”

You were being the Love of God to me

You were the LIGHT BEING

and I extinguished it

and now I regret it…

it is hard to recognize the truth

when countless times

the shadows took over

forgive me

and love me…

once again

when the rain sits still on the window sill

there is that time between…

when there is no seamless seam

when all is lost…no forever dream

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

there is that time of season

where there is no reason

every event appears like treason

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

it is within that stillness that we must go

travel deep into the snow

cleanse and breathe and give it one more show

there is that quiet time…with no fill

when all stands still…

when the rain sits still on the window sill…

… can’t reach the bottom rung

 

Bloodred Sunset

 

 


I  h
ave reached           

outwards and in                    

I  have reached           

 

beyond my sin

I  can’t gather             

the strength to reach              

the bottom rung               

no use to preach   

it all seems beyond         

my futile grasp                                 

it all seems too hard       

how long will it last

sometimes                        

we have to fall apart                

to come together            

back to start       

I do not know how                 

I feel I have nothing left           

I feel so empty…              

so bereft      

writing out

my sadness      

is all I can do       

in my blindness

writing out

my heart         

searching for you        

avoiding the dart

writing out

my heart

searching for a

solid part

 

mystical you…a Christmas poem for Elaine

Anaïs Nin

“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.”
Anaïs Nin
christmas 2007

christmas 2007 (Photo credit: paparutzi)

you sit quietly with your tea

smiling in your thoughts

you sit quietly with your tea

gently…only you…holding the  key

the deep in your eyes

carries you to a place beyond

the deep in your eyes

carries your inner song

playfully you smile

designing beauty within

playfully you smile

as your ideas spin

love permeates your being

as you dance and whirl

in a seamless dream

creating a lovely pearl

unravel me

Rayonnant north rose window of the Cathédrale ...

Rayonnant north rose window of the Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Paris עברית: חלון הרוזטה הדרומי של קתדרלת נוטרדאם דה פארי, בסגנון גותי קורן (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

snow covers the crevices
weeping into the imperfections of nature
healing the wounds of yesterday
reaching for promise
revitalizing the inner beauty
hoping for a new Spring

 

solitude

solitude~

being with oneself

not an easy journey

facing you

no distractions

only you…

only you in your winter thoughts

as the imaginings turn into Spring rosebuds

as you petal your words to the universe

the Artist

Artwork by unknown artist - St Margaret - WGA23519

Artwork by unknown artist – St Margaret – WGA23519 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

the Artist~

intricate mind weaving

gentle river strength

meandering through the patterns of life

absorbing

pondering

branching out

noticing subtle distinctions

discovering nuances

delving into the solitude of mind

freshness buds forth

as imaginings take form

blessing us with

art